Later, after the bid, the subtle love/hate
rules, the battle via the hotel bed
(the veritable feast, the tolerable thud),
I felt better able to have at the hurdles.
After the trouble, all the heaviest debt
traveled sub-heartbeat. I left the hotel.
Postscript
Caki Wilkinson
Caki Wilkinson is the author of the poetry collections Circles Where the Head Should Be (2011) and The Wynona Stone Poems (2015). New poems have appeared in or are forthcoming in the New Yorker, the Nation, the Yale Review, and Kenyon Review. She lives in Memphis, Tennessee.